Sunday, May 17, 2009

Oh sweetheart put the bottle down. You got too much talent. I see you through those blood shot eyes. There's a cure you've found it.

Also I figured it out. Listen to the Weakerthans and you might to.

Love,
St. Boniface

I've come to realize. A lot. In the most recent few months. I knew it all before. But it seemed I got sidetracked. We all need our space. There was/is a lot of deep stuff up there. I can read simple lines and start bawling my eyes out. I believe much like many others. That that may be the last. It seems to be a good place to end it on. Maybe that's what it all meant? I don't know. People need privacy. That privacy needs to be respected. We're all just human in the end. Doesn't mean I won't continue worrying about you. You've come so far. It's amazing. I'm proud of all the work you've done and have yet to do. You're an inspiration. Maybe I love you. Just when you think you got it. You realize you don't. Don't let anyone and their shit bring you down. It's not worth it. Why? Because you're worth so much more than that. We're worth so much more than that.
Love,
I lost somewhere along the line.

All this time I thought something went wrong. When really it all went forward. It all went ahead. You reached that before me. You're my hope. A month ago I was singing a song. But songs change. Don't they? We both know that. Where would I be if I hadn't found you? Afraid and confused and alone in my room. When you're sincere like that. All those things you helped me through. You'll never know. I would just love to. I don't know. You'll eventually realize we're already in the real world. That's me. I wish these words could be as beautiful as yours. But nothing could make them so. I've come to realize the conclusion. It's all good. We will continue strong. The cross will keep glowing. The love that is yours that I've always felt will be like the smoke always blowing. Maybe the world will come to accept I'm so much different than that. That I am not the norm. Nor will I ever sink to it. I will have my opinions and they will be mine. We will always be growing.
See Me Fly

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