I'm trying to decide which video to post. Hang on... So many renditions. So many faults. So much time...
It started with a kiss. How did it end up like this?
Ok so I forget when I wrote this song and about what, maybe I'll go back in my blogs and find out.
I've spent four hours on this song only to produce the chorus. This version of the chorus is only used once. Fuck. It's not even that good. Over those hours the piano developed. Sorry I sound so jumpy. That's what happens when your notes are on the opposite side from the words, and are a huge jumble. Tyler stole my nice music book. Rawr. And what am I going to do with the rest of the song. Good question. I wish I knew. Words aren't even coming to me anymore. Words used to come all the time. This is ridiculous. This song is crap. The first video is the stuff I came up with last night at midnight and the second one is how it changed and developed about an hour ago.
Looked back. Did it predict something? Play off something in my head? Or did it help me realize how much I was stressing and needed to depend on something to pick me back up, even though I would eventually walk away from it... Oh the possibilities. I always wrote songs in Spanish. Guess it was all that attractiveness that surrounded me.
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